when family doesn't feel like family

I got scolded from my Dad when he asked me to return his torchlight to him.

I thought I completed my task when I placed his torchlight back to his toolbox. When he returned to check, he realised that I hadn't returned the cap after emptying batteries from the torchlight. He yelled, " Next time when people give you things, return them whole!!! If not everyone would want to sack you! The outside world won't give you a second chance!!!!!"

I replied, "This family won't either."

I lived long enough to realise this fact come to pass in reality. When I thought everything was becoming better, it just gets worst. I have so many flaws, and I'm getting nowhere to changing for the better.

Oh God, I've failed you.